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man.. it's hot as fuck out there. fredrick just took me to get a new screen cover on my phone at verizon and they had so many people in there- we didn't get helped for like an hour and a half at least. i got impatient and i told the technician that i'd go to the other verizon if they couldn't help me, then some technician magically got done and was in the bathroom and i was next to help. so the guy helped us, he asked me if i had insurance for the cellphone and i said, "i think so." so he checked and i did- so he bookmarked some site we have to go to and enter in information. i had planned on getting a cover i seen there but i think they just had the store model there and it didn't seem like they were willing to sell it. i'm pretty sure fredrick is gonna take me to the other verizon or back to that one in the morning when he claimed they shouldn't be so busy- but now that i come to think of it, it really doesn't matter the time of day for most verizon stores. so i don't have a new screen cover yet- but HOPEFULLY tomorrow.
i'm not sure if this apartment is just turning out to be a distraction from getting to my goal to new york. i'm pretty sure the ics is helping others in this program to do their behind-the-wheel training to get their license but since everyone thinks i'm rich- they refuse to help me with behind-the-wheel training IF THEY DON'T HAVE TO. i'm positive that my case manager had told me that they could help me get my driver's license again but whenever i bring it up- they jump to me PAYING FOR DRIVING LESSONS. i don't see the difference. for the millionth fucking time- I DID NOT LOSE MY DRIVER'S LICENSE AND I WAS NOT DRIVING THE CAR IN MY CAR ACCIDENT. IT'S EXPIRED FROM ALL THE TIME OF NEGLIGENCE I GET FROM PEOPLE WHO SUPPOSEDLY "CARE" ABOUT ME TO HELP ME TO GET IT RENEWED AND SO I CAN ACTUALLY DRIVE LEGALLY. so go make your stupid assumptions and aim them ELSEWHERE where they actually MAKE SENSE. i got more fucked up in the accident i was in because i WASN'T drinking and like i said- I WAS ALSO NOT DRIVING. I WENT THROUGH THE PASSENGER SEAT'S WINDSHIELD AND DASHBOARD, DICKS. THE DRIVER OF THE CAR ACCIDENT HAS HIS DAMN DRIVER'S LICENSE BACK ALONG WITH A VEHICLE HE CAN DRIVE. HE'S HAD IT FOR AT LEAST 10 YEARS NOW. WHY IS THAT YOU ASK? BECAUSE HE'S A NEW YORKER AND IN NEW YORK- THEY REALIZE PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES. plus- he doesn't have a shitty ass excuse of a "support" system like i do. they just depend on me getting distracted with shitty excuse of an ics program which doesn't help ALL the clients the same way because they discriminate and assume they don't have to do things because i have a pca for like 6 hours a day. that 6 hours doesn't always help me like i need it but everyone refuses to acknowledge that i need help in ways that either the pca or ics refuses it's their jobs to help me get the things i want accomplished completed- saying "that's your pca's job to help you with that.." or "that's ICS's job to help you with that".